I’m just so tired of guys playing all these immature dating games. I have no intention of being manipulative or being manipulated by a boy who doesn’t know what or who he wants.
I just wish everyone would be clear about their intentions and not have any ulterior motives. Love is simple and yet humans do everything they can to make it complex.
The thing is, a lot of guys play this push-and-pull game all the time. One minute he’s pulling me close and the next, he’s pushing me away.
Why? Why do they have the need to mess around with my mind and heart?
All I want is a guy who is consistent about his intentions and feelings for me. I’m fed up with the back-and-forth thing that so many guys play.
And I know that you’re into me and I know I’m into you. So, why do we play these silly games?
You’re the most awesome guy I know when we’re together and yet once we’re apart, you don’t even think about checking up on me.
Then as soon as you see me pulling away from you, you start chasing me.
For what reason? Why do we have to play these stupid games? I hate that you only want me when I start pulling away from you. When I become distant.
I don’t need any empty promises and half-truths. I know I’m ready to tackle life’s challenges with you so I need more than the lame “Let fate do its part” excuse.
I’m not satisfied with those hollow words anymore. I need something more meaningful. Something that will give me the security that I need to fully give myself to you.
I’ve already heard all the excuses from those pitiful guys who say they’ll be there and yet they flee once they know they have me. And I’m sick and tired of those childish boys.
If you care as much about me as you say you do, then what’s stopping you from taking the leap of faith? Muster the courage, hold my hand, and let’s take the leap together.
I’m scared too, you know. Many uncertainties lay ahead, but I’m ready to face them.
I also have all these questions running in my head: What if you hurt me? What if you break my heart and prove to me you’re no different than my exes?
But I’m willing to take the risk. Are you courageous enough to do the same?
I hope you are. My patience is almost up and I can’t wait for you any longer. I know I gave myself time to heal and I let go of my past.
I’ve been waiting for my Prince Charming for a long time and I’m finally brave enough to give my heart to a special someone.
I’ve lived through this scenario already with someone who broke my heart. Someone who gave me half-assed promises, half-love, half-heart.
I refuse to go through that again. I don’t think I’ll survive this time. My belief in love will be shattered.
Don’t believe that I don’t care for you, because I do. I truly do.
I’ve never cared for anyone as much as I care for you, but I know I’m worthy of love and I won’t settle for anything less than I deserve.
I’ve learned from my past experiences and I promised myself to never repeat the same mistakes ever again. I don’t want to look back and say that you were one of those lessons.
I hope you’ll never be one. I know you can be more.
And I know there’s a bright future ahead of us. But you either want me or you don’t. There’s no in-between.
Somehow I can feel that you share the same feelings as I do. It’s just that you have a hard time admitting them to yourself, let alone me.
But I hope you will before it’s too late. Before this waiting game stretches my patience too thin and I give up on us.
Love is never something that you should be unsure of.
I learned that you can’t force someone to love you the way you love them.
But I’ve seen too many people settling for those mediocre relationships because they think that what they have is true love, when it’s not.
They always settle for the easy road even though it isn’t the path that they should be on.
But they want to feel safe and comfortable, that’s why they take that route instead of fighting for what they deserve.
That’s why I’m fighting against my inner self. I’m torn between listening to my heart when I know I should be listening to my mind.
I just need you to take me into your arms and tell me you’re ready to fight against all odds with me. Beside me.
Then we can start figuring things out. One problem at a time.
But I don’t want to live in this uncertainty anymore. I have to know you’re mine. I have to know that I’m your girlfriend and I’m your only option.
You may be thinking that things are more complicated than that, but they really aren’t.
You might think that there are different layers of love, but that isn’t the case at all.
It’s either you want me or you don’t. There’s no in-between. It’s either you give me your maximum effort or you give me none at all.
I need you to love me with all of your heart. I hate the situation we’re in. It feels like I’m stuck on the fence and it’s torturing me.
I hope you’ll realize that I deserve more than almost. I deserve someone who’ll make me happy and complete.
It’s either you want me or you don’t. There’s no in-between!