I want to find what love actually means. I want to find out what it means to love someone with all of your heart. I want to find out what it means to love someone for who they are. To be there for them in sickness and in health, at their worst and at their best. I want to find out what it means to be there for someone when things are ugly, tough and uncomfortable. I want to find out what it means to love someone the kind and tough kind of love. I want to find out what it means to forgive, I want to find out what it means to be a team, I want to find out what it means to belong.

I want to find out what friendship looks like. I want to find out what it looks like to have someone there for you when you need them the most. I want to find out what it looks like to have a best friend and a lover in the same person. I want to find out what it looks like to be understood, seen and supported all by just one person. I want to find out what it looks like to trust someone with your secrets, to trust someone with your heart, to trust someone with your life. I want to find out what it’s like to fall knowing that someone will catch me.

I want to find out what life is all about. I want to find out why we are here. I want to find out what’s my purpose. I want to find all the things that make my journey worthwhile. I want to find out the meaning behind the little things, the happy moments, the beautiful memories. I want to find out what living is. I want to dive in the mysteries of this world, how the stars and the moon align, how you and I are just each other’s soulmates.

I want to find out what’s it like to believe. I want to know what’s it like to believe in something bigger than me, in God, a creator, Mother Earth or the Universe. I want to know what’s it like to have faith in someone other than myself. I want to know what’s it like to not give-up because better days are coming. I want to know what’s it like to believe in the person who’s standing in-front of me. I want to know what’s it like to believe in the unbelievable, in the unexplainable, in the uncommon.

I want to find out the real definition of happiness. And darling I want to find it with just you, and you alone.

Farah Ayaad
Farah wants to make the world a beautiful place by inspiring people through her writing. She writes about love, heartbreak, women's empowerment, sex, astrology, self-identity and self-growth. She hopes in her writing, you will find what you’re searching for.