When you left, my life changed. You broke me and left without looking back.
I spend night starring at the wall asking myself where are you, what are you doing, do you miss me.
I was staring at my phone, waiting for you to call, to text me. I couldn’t sleep.
I was wondering why I wasn’t enough to you. Why was easy for you to leave me. I was blaming myself for your leaving. I forgot my own worth.
Your leaving made me crazy. I was crazy. I couldn’t find reasons to stay alive.
I just wanted to be dead.
Without you I was nothing.
When you left, you took everything. You took my life, my happiness, my health.
My life wasn’t my life. I was living, but I wasn’t alive.
I was breathing, but I was dead inside.
I was broken because I gave you everything, and all you gave to me was broken heart.
I hated myself, my life.
I became angry, frustrated, and depressed.
You killed me, and I couldn’t live in the world where are you not by my side.
But know, I’m feeling fine.
I still miss you, but I love my life again.
I realize that there are a lot of people who care about me, who love me.
I realize that I don’t need you to be happy.
Someone will love me, and I’m going to love someone again.