Thank you for leaving me.

 

Before year, or year and a half, everything what I was thinking was you, you were everything for me, really, everything. I couldn’t imagine my life without you.

How was I stupid, today I’m living without you, and I’m happy. Finally, I can talk about you, and don’t feel anything. Look at me, I did it, but you thought I would not.

Thank you.

 

Before, I was hoping to be your wife. I saw our future together. I saw myself in a wedding dress. I never imagined my life without you, maybe that’s why it was so painfull in the beginning.
But today it’s all gone.

Thank you.

 

You broke me, you broke my heart into million pieces, and walked away and never looked back.

So, thank you.

 

I was naive, and you have used it. I was stupid for believing you. I believed that you would never leave me, I believed that you loved me, and I was damn wrong.
So, thank you.

 

You promised we would be together forever, and I believed you. But you lied, you have never really loved me, you have never cared about me, I was nothing to you. It took me a long time to undestand that.

So, thank you.

 

I was so in love with you that I lost sight of who you really were, and who I was. I didn’t have myself when I was with you. You didn’t want a relathionship, you wanted to control me. And you did it. I was what you wanted me to be.

Thank you.

 

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and not give you my heart. You had all the power over me. You controlled my life, my emotions, my heart, my everything. But when I think a little bit better, it doesn’t matter. It was meant to be, you meant to come to my life. I wouldn’t have learned a lesson.

Thank you.

 

Thought about you was breaking me. But now, it takes a long time for me to think about you. I finally understand some things, and it doesn’t hurt anymore. If you loved you wouldn’t be able to leave so easy. You wouldn’t have been able to just walk away and never look back. Now I know that I deserve better. I will forever be the best thing that ever happen to you, remember that.

 

So, thank you for teaching me a lesson, thank you for showing me what love is not, and thank you for giving me a chance to have life without you. Now I’m ready to love someone, with all my heart, like you have never happen to me.

 

Your lose.