I wonder why it is so easy for you to destroy the bridge of trust that I have so carefully built for the two of us. And I wonder why it is so easy for you to change yourself and behave senselessly towards me while I stay with you and give you the warmth of my love.
I was always at your side. I forgave you again and again because I wanted our relationship to work, no matter how many problems we have.
Because I know that you have to work hard on a relationship and make compromises. I know that in a relationship you not only have to take but also give.
I have endured so long because I still believe in our common future. I lasted longer than necessary because I still thought things might one day change. I stay with you and keep you alive with my love. I’ve trusted you for so long just to find out that you’re nothing but a chauvinist.
You are the man who taught me how to break promises that I absolutely wanted to keep. You have forced me to realize that love is no longer a thing that should be preserved at all costs. You forced me to believe that your love is just temporary madness.
Because it breaks out like a volcano and after that it disappears completely. You’ve made me realize that staying with someone who makes me question everything does not mean being patient, it’s just a waste of time.
But now I’m much more important than you ever were to me. I finally fall in love with a life without you. I finally gave up on you.
I’ll let you go because you made it clear to me that I deserve a man who plans a future with me. I’ll let you go because I’m tired of being just your temporary option. I no longer want to try to make you happy and make my friends headache over my endless drama with you.
I want you to finally understand that I’m tired of being just your lover. I am worth more than that. I no longer want to be the woman who strengthens your ego.
I want you to finally understand that I will not give you another chance . I will only give it to the man who strives and is willing to give the love I deserve.
I want to make it clear to you that I will not stand in your way anymore, because you are no longer worth my time.
I want you to finally understand that I’m not going to fight for a place in your heart, because you should leave it to me voluntarily.
I want you to finally understand that I will not look back and lovingly think of you because you don’t deserve it.
I do not want to have you near me and that means I’m not looking forward to seeing you again.
I am the one who says goodbye to you. And when I say the word, that means that I hope our ways will never cross again.
I forgive you for not caring for the love I can not save. And now I choose to start a new life without you.