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I’ve Made The Decision To Let You Go

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Written by Naida

I know it is going to hurt. It’s probably the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. I’m not really sure how I am going to survive this, but I know I will. It’s the best thing to do for the both of us.

We are bad for each other. Sure, we had so many good moments together. I love you more than I ever loved anyone. But we are hurting each other.

We are never going to be a normal and happy couple. And what I need is exactly normal and happy. I need consistency in my life and I know that you can’t give me that.

I’m so used to you in my life that picturing my life without you is terrifying me. But I know that I have to let you go. You are bad for me.

I cannot move forward while you are here with me. And there is nothing in this word I want more than you. But to move on, I need to let you go.

You are everything. The good but mostly the bad. I have to listen to my heart and fix my life. If I stay with you, my life will be ruined.

Thank you for showing me what I really want in my life. Sometimes when I look back and think about the way you came into my life. We first were friends and then you became my lover. But at some point, we realized that the love we have for each other isn’t enough.

It cannot overcome the bridges between. I wish we did things differently. But like Adele said, sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead. We are just too different for each other. Yes, we had a lot of good moments, but the bad moments we had are hurting too much.

I know you are not going to change, and neither am I. So no matter how difficult it is, I know that the best decision for you and for me is to let it go.

In life, you have to make the decision of what and who is worth keeping in your life and how you want to live it. I wish we were made for each other, but we both know it is not true. I hope someday you find someone with whom you will be happy.

You will always be in my heart, but I will never come back to you. But I had to make this difficult decision to just live my life without you in it. I loved you more than I loved myself. And you can’t love someone unless you love yourself first.

So I truly hope that one day you will forgive me for hurting you. You might think that I’m being selfish and maybe it’s true. I have to focus on my life and my happiness and I know I can’t do it unless I let you go.

We deserve love, joy, and a lot of good moments. But together, we both know that it is impossible. No matter how much I want to keep you in my life, I made my decision.

It’s better for us to let go of us.

There must be a time for old things to die, that new things may be born. One thing is sure: our relationship is dead.

Who knows what this decision is going to bring to us. Maybe it will be the best thing we ever did. Or maybe one day we will wake up with a lot of regrets. But right now, I have the feeling that we are not making a mistake.

So, please take care of yourself. I hope one day you will forgive me and you will understand. I let you go so that we can both move on and be free. Free from each other.

I sincerely wish you all the best. Because you deserve it, we both deserve it. I’m truly sad we didn’t work out, but I made peace with that. Hope you do too one day. Like I said, deep down in me I will always love you and that’s why I am letting you go. Because, well, I love you.

 

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