When you left, my life changed. You broke me and left without looking back.

 

I spend night starring at the wall asking myself where are you, what are you doing, do you miss me.

 

I was staring at my phone, waiting for you to call, to text me. I couldn’t sleep.

 

I was wondering why I wasn’t enough to you. Why was easy for you to leave me. I was blaming myself for your leaving. I forgot my own worth.

 

Your leaving made me crazy. I was crazy. I couldn’t find reasons to stay alive.

 

I just wanted to be dead.

 

Without you I was nothing.

 

When you left, you took everything. You took my life, my happiness, my health.

 

My life wasn’t my life. I was living, but I wasn’t alive.

 

I was breathing, but I was dead inside.

 

I was broken because I gave you everything, and all you gave to me was broken heart.

 

I hated myself, my life.

 

I became angry, frustrated, and depressed.

 

You killed me, and I couldn’t live in the world where are you not by my side.

 

But know, I’m feeling fine.

 

I still miss you, but I love my life again.

 

I realize that there are a lot of people who care about me, who love me.

 

I realize that I don’t need you to be happy.

 

Someone will love me, and I’m going to love someone again.

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