Sometimes people ask me did I loved you. At the beginning, I didn’t want to answer. That question for me was just so stupid and ridiculous.
Of course, I loved him, you don’t give people you don’t love the power to destroy you.
And every word in that sentence is true. I loved you so much, and you have destroyed me.
But if I could go back in past, I would fell in love with you again, I would give you everything.
Even though you destroyed me, you destroyed me in the most beautiful way.
You weren’t good for me, you treated me in a way no one deserves to be treated, but I loved you.
I had the hardest time letting you go.
It was hard because I wasn’t ready to live without you. Without you, I didn’t know who I was.
It took me so long to get over you, because of the way you had manipulated me.
Because I was in an abusive relationship that took me away from everyone I loved.
After you, I was in such dark place.
I didn’t want to live without you, I didn’t know how to.
Sometimes I wanted to be dead.
I wanted to kill myself.
Because of you.
But I was fighting against myself.
I couldn’t allow you to take me the only thing that I had after you. My life.
I was fighting, crying, dying again and again, but I won.
Now I love my life more than anything.
I love myself.
I love everything except you.
And I am happy.