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I Loved You So Much, And You Have Destroyed Me

Written by Peggysue

Sometimes people ask me did I loved you. At the beginning, I didn’t want to answer. That question for me was just so stupid and ridiculous.

 

Of course, I loved him, you don’t give people you don’t love the power to destroy you.

 

And every word in that sentence is true. I loved you so much, and you have destroyed me.

 

But if I could go back in past, I would fell in love with you again, I would give you everything.

 

Even though you destroyed me, you destroyed me in the most beautiful way.

 

You weren’t good for me, you treated me in a way no one deserves to be treated, but I loved you.

 

I had the hardest time letting you go.

 

It was hard because I wasn’t ready to live without you. Without you, I didn’t know who I was.

 

It took me so long to get over you, because of the way you had manipulated me.

 

Because I was in an abusive relationship that took me away from everyone I loved.

 

After you, I was in such dark place.

 

I didn’t want to live without you, I didn’t know how to.

 

Sometimes I wanted to be dead.

 

I wanted to kill myself.

 

Because of you.

 

But I was fighting against myself.

 

I couldn’t allow you to take me the only thing that I had after you. My life.

 

I was fighting, crying, dying again and again, but I won.

 

Now I love my life more than anything.

 

I love myself.

 

I love everything except you.

 

And I am happy.

 

Without you.

 

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